Ramblings of the Creative

Saturday, February 18, 2006

50's Dance

The Church held a Youth and Adult dance with a Fifties Theme. Everyone had fun and i got to do a little swing dancing and win the Elvis Impersination contest. Good times...good times

Wayne's Cafe Boys taking some photos



People from the party








Chris Workman from the Dance (High School 50's Jock)

Vinnie and Johnny: Glasses up!


My and brian with rootbeer to celebrate the end of a great church dance.
We look like WWII pilots don't we...maybe we are!

Group Shot


Everyone who was at the dance. Unfortuantly they are blocking the bar so you can't see it. But it was hand made by a member of the church and man was it sweet. Again, a group shot of everybody.

Juke Box


Someone actually made this for the dance. Pretty good craftmenship if you ask me.

Vinnie and Johnny: Waiters, Soda Jerks, Heroes


Me and Brian as Vinnie and Johnny of Wayne's Cafe. We made countelss rootbeer floats (shots), root beers (stright shots) and waters (weak shots). But we had a blast! It was awesome.

EVERYBODY LIMBO


Some limbo dancing at the dance...not quite sure who won...i guess i should have gotten more pictures

Vinnie the Soda Jerk


Vinnie (Aka Brian Montes de Oca) whiping down some of the glasses at Wayne's Cafe

Happy Days

The Church had a 50's Dance last night and I was asked to run the soda bar as well as set up for it. Here are just a few pictures of the event. By the way, Wayne is our District President, Hence Wayne's Cafe:

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Night Time Ramblings


It's night time here in the islands. I am not far from the ocean so I can smell the sea. The night here is calm, there is a slight breeze and the skies are clear. I love nights here in Okinawa. I love looking at the stars and the moon, and just feeling how vast and huge the universe is. And it's amazing to think that I have a place in this mixed up world...and for some reason it all becomes clearer during the night. But, I have spent so many of them here that it was difficult when I was away. So I guess I am making up for lost time.

I guess what I am doing is just letting what I think and feel come out in digital form. I seem to become very literary during the night and I just want to write what I am feeling. Its so peaceful right now. There is no hustle and bustle of people going to work or worrying about tomorrow or money or anything. Night is our peace, night is our time to rest, to download what we have overloaded into our brains. I think that is what I like most about nights...how quiet it is...a lone dog barks on our street and his bark echos in the silvery stillness. A solitary tree sways in the wind, rustling its leaves in a whisper amongst the building that tower over it and try to crowd it out...but they never will. Our clock chimes the time in a meloncholy way, almost asking why i I am up at such a late hour. Soft lights from lamps and houses pinprick the darkness of my little street and I can not help but wonder why anyone was ever afraid of this darkness. When I think of the nightime I like to think of it as a velvet cloak...soft and still. All consuming, but in a protective good way. Its another reason why I have come to realish it.

In the end I have to come back to reality. Tomorrow is another day. People will be waking soon. The sun will eventually rise and we will have to go back to the never ending chase to catch our own tails. But in the back of my mind there comes that velvet cloak and the memory that night will come again and the world will evntually rest and I will have another opprotunity to sit here by this window and look out at the moon over a shimmering sea, feel the cool breeze catch my face and smell the sea. It is those moments that make us realize that there is something beyound us. That there must be more to this world. Something so beautiful can't be an accident.

But I wish you a good night, dear reader. Good night and sweet dreams. May you live for those beautiful accidents...

-Drew Mierzejewski

Thursday, February 09, 2006

continued story of Gad Hammerthane

"It's alright Gad. I can go on from here. My uncle's shop is only a few streets down." Gad stared at her for a moment, and then glanced around at the crowded market.

Night was coming on and the lamps were being lit. A crowded market place at night was not where he wanted to leave her. "No Tina, I've gotten you this far and I would rather see you safely home then just to leave you on a dark street. Would you mind if I took you all the way to your house?"

Tina smiled shyly, hoping that he would say that, "Well if you insist then I guess you could." She slipped her arm into his as she pointed down the market place. "Uncle Simon lives just two streets down. It's not far. I am sure he would love to meet you!"

Gad a slight twinge run through his spine. Meet her uncle...walk her home...why is she touching my arm...all these things ran though his mind as they strolled down the busy street.

Gad knew he would be lying to himself if he said he did not care for Tina. She was...so different than any girl he had recently met. Drifter girls were so much of a, "I can do it myself let go of me pig" type that Gad had not bothered with trying to start a relationship. Besides, he still could not make himself forget...her. It had been years, but still he could not forget.

But Tina was different. But Gad was beginning to wonder if she was too different. "Here we are!" Gad was rocketed back to reality...

"Huh? Did you say something Tina?"

Tina smacked him playfully on the shoulder, "Gad! You haven't heard I word I said have you?"

Gad could only smile, "Sorry Tina...I was just...thinking."

"Oh really! About what?"

"About, how lovely this house looks. I guess I had better hand you over eh?"

Gad strode up to the door with Tina and gave it several swift knocks. It was not long before a thick Caelian man came to the door, silhouetted against the light from within. In a gruff voice addressed Gad, "Excuse me sir, but the store is closed. Is there anything I could help you with? If not I would appreciate it if you left my property!"

"Uncle Simon! Is that anyway to speak to your niece and her rescuer!" The large mans jaw dropped as he looked at the shorter person next to Tina.

"Tina? Is that you Tina!" he rushed forward, clasping Tina in a large bear hug, swinging her around as if she weighed nothing, "Oh Tina, Tina, Tina. My little sliver bell! Oh we were so worried. We had heard that Care Mestolas had been attacked by those Ulbreg dogs, we feared the worst. Are you hurt? What happened? How did you get there? Where are Timon and your mother?"

Tina put a finger to her uncle's lips, "It's not a happy story Uncle Simon. Gad rescued me. He is the one who brought me here."

Simon turned to look at the scruffy looking young man. he glanced him over and sniffed, "Well, I am surprised a Drifter would take time out of his busy schedule to help responsible folk like us. But you have my thanks sir. Not my acceptance, but my thanks."

"Uncle Simon!" Tina gasped, "You apologize right now. Gad saved my life!"

"He's an Ulbreg, Tina and a Drifter to boot. I don't have to apologize to riff-raff like him. Now come inside my silver bell. I want to hear what happened."

"Can't I even say good-bye?!" Tina almost screamed out.

"You have two minutes."

Tina turned to Gad, whose face seemed unaffected by Simon's sudden outburst. She hastily tried to wipe away her now unhide able tears, "I am so sorry Gad. I don't know what has gotten into Uncle."

Gad smiled slightly as he brushed a tear from off of Tina's cheek, "It’s alright. I'm used to that. It’s just what we drifters have to deal with. Don't think less of your uncle. He has a right to feel that way. Drifters are not always...kind. Some are no better than pirates and...he has reason to dislike me being a Ulbreg...especially now a days. But it's ok..."

"No it's not ok Gad." Tina said, frantically trying to keep her emotions in check, “Uncle Simon is all I have left in this world. He is my only family...all I could think about after my family was killed was getting to him and being safe again. But then...then I meet you. You made me feel safe again. These should have been the saddest days of my life. My home is burned, my family and friends killed, my whole life has been destroyed. But they haven't been. I've been with you and suddenly my world does not seem so dark. I want to sail the sands with you, be a drifter with you and I want Uncle to except you because I...I love you."

Tina's voice sounded small as she said it. Gad could only stare at her. He did not know what to say. He cared about her yes, but love. That was something he did not have for her. Something he could not give back.

"Tina... I can't give you what you want. You want more than I can give and I'm sorry. You don't know what you are asking me. I think very highly of you, but..."

"But you just don't love me..."

"It's not that simple Tina."

"Oh I think it is Gad. Haven't you felt anything for me these last five days...Anything?" Gad did not answer, how could he...it had only been five days. The two of them stood there in silence. "Come back and see me when you have the time Drifter." Tina said venomously. She turned and stormed into the house, slamming the door behind her.

Gad sighed in the darkness of the street. Perhaps it was better this way. His life was not conducive for something like Tina right now. He walked along the dimly lit streets toward the front gate of Caer Sendamon. Hoping that Kai still had the engines warmed when he returned.

Monday, February 06, 2006

I AM A DEVIANT!!!!

I just signed up for deviantart. Feel free to come and see it:
http://hammerthane.deviantart.com/

Also, the weather in okinawa is sunny and a bit windy. Hope you have a great day! It's been great talkin to ya!!!

Saturday, February 04, 2006

Caer Mestolas

I am a writer...not a very good one, but a writer none the less. Right now I am writing a co-op story with a friend of mine. Here is the first couple of entries. I hope you enjoy:

Gad Hammerthane was feeling uneasy. He did not like feeling uneasy, a fact he often would let his mentor Kai know. But right now Kai was not with him and he kept his comments to himself. He walked through the bustling market of Caer Mestolas, taking in the sights and sounds, casually glanceing at a slip of parchment with a name written upon it.

"Excuse me miss," Gad asked a young girl working a vegtable stand, "I am looking for a Trag Manoth's mechine shop."
The young girl looked up from her wares and pointed down the street to a large yellow and black sign.

"Thank you miss." Gad flipped a coin to her and continued down the street. Heading for Manoth's shop and the job that laid before him.

Gad Hammerthane passed the the large yellow and black sign that marked the two story building as Manoth's Machine Shop. He paused momentarly to hear the thunder of a distant cannon. He shook his head. He and Kai had seen the troops amassing as they had sailed into a outcropping of rock some distance from the city. He had not thought much of it, but the cannonfire was too close now for comfort. Hopefully he could get this job done and get out before something bad happened.

He stepped into the shop, taking a moment to breath in the air. It was a mixture of grease and sweat and Gad loved it. He moved up to a work bench where a young man was work on somekind of engine.

"Excuse me, I am looking for a...Trag Manoth. Is he by chance here?"

"Aye, that would be lad," came a burly voice from a pile of twisted metal and gears, "What can I do for ya?"

Gad out streched his callous hand as Trag got up from his chair, whipped his greased hands on a cloth and returned the gesture. "I am here in asnwer to your ad sir. About the mechanic who was experienced in Ulberg airship engines."

"Ah yes, the Drifter kid! It is a plesure than. Max, my head mechanic said that there had to be someone in the Drifter Wastes who could help us. I must say it was a shock when I got your post from Drifter Town. You lot like to keep to themselves i hear."

Gad smiled, "Well we try at least. Now, where is the little devil? It's been a while since I had my hands on an Ulberg engine."

"Well you might never want to touch one again after this sucker," Trag said as he scratched his beard, "Just follow me to the back."

But they never made it to the back. A thunderous boom rocked the building, followed by the earsplitting crack of breaking stone. Gad was thrown back by the explosion, crashing against the wall near the door as the back of the building collapsed before him.

He cursed as he lifted himself from the floor. He had been lucky, the rest of the building had collapsed, killing everyone inside. Only he had been thrown to safety. He called out for Trag and his workers, recieving only the roar of the fire. He swore again as he stumbled from the flaming building and into the street.

"Burning sands!" The street was alive with activity. A massive hole had been blown in the north wall, right next to the shop. Hundreds of Ulbreg soldiers were trying to storm the city while the Caelians tried despreatly to repel them. Gunsmoke hung heavy in the air, as did the screams of the wounded and dying.

Again gad cursed under his breath. The city would not hold for much longer and he had little time to escape. He quickly wrapped a scarf around his mouth and pulled his goggles down around his eyes. He happened one more look at the battle before he took of down the street, into the haze of smoke...

Gad had never seen the personification of Chaos before. Kai had often talked about the personification of inanimate objects or of ideas before, but Gad had always thought it more of a metaphor than something real. Yet, here it was, real Chaos. Almost as if it lived and breathed. No matter where he turned there seemed to be more and more of it.

People were running, grabbing whatever they could, whether it was thiers or not. Guns were being fired on all sides. The gunsmoke continued to hang thick in the air. Already Gad had seen 5 more holes blown into the city walls. Ulbreg and Caelaan Soldiers clashed everywhere. It was only a matter of time before the city was over run. But Gad raced on, pushing past people as he tried to make it to an exit...any exit.

Up and down allys he went, finding no way out and always two steps in front of either Ulbreg soldiers or the lawless scum of Mestolas making the most of the mayhem. He did not stop running till he came to a small square on the south side of town.

Had this been any other time Gad would have marveled at the stone fountain, cobble stone and the well kept shops of this particular square, called Solatina Sqaure by the citizens. but today was not a day for admiring. The square was littered with dead bodies. Soldiers as well as civilians lay upon the now crimson cobble stone. There was a pile of goods in the middle of the square, which puzzled Gad for a moment until he heard the sound of breaking glass and a shout from one of the stores.

"Looters!" gasped Gad as he lept behind a few up turned crates and barrels where it seemed some Caelian soldiers had taken refuge during the firefight. Now only the dead rested in this spot.

"Hey, Mal!" cried a voice from inside the shop close to Gad's hiding spot, "Look what I found!" A large Ulbreg soldier came out from one of the stores just as the soldier who had called to him exited the opposite building, dragging a young woman behind him who howled in protest.

The smaller of the two, a squinty eyed Ulbreg with straggly hair, grinned wolfishly as he eyed the young woman. He laughed, a cold cackling sound, "To the victors go the spoils, eh Thomas!"

The two laughed again heedless of the screams now reaching hysteria. Inwardly Gad seethed, he knew these kind of men. He knew thier devices, and he knew thier intentions with that young lady. To do nothing...would be simple. He could simply just crawl away. It would be easy and in his intrests. But to do nothing would be...wrong. He couldn't do it.

He sighed, looking over to a shotgun resting among the dead. He reached for it, loading a few slugs into it and sighed again.
This would not be pretty...

"Get your hands off her scum!" Gad's voice ripped from his throat as he said those words. The Ulbreg's turned at the sound of his voice, startled.

"I said," Gad pumped a slug into the chamber to emphasis his point, "drop her or I swear I'll use this."

Mal and Thomas eyed this young man, they exchanged glances and Thomas winked. "Alright lad, lets not get hasty here. We wern't going to harm her. Just having a little fun."

"I don't want your excuses. Just send her over here." Gad said venomously.

"You want her over there? Fine. TAKE HER!" Thomas shoved the girl forward into Gad's path, blocking him from he and Mal. The smaller Ulbreg rolled to the side, drawing his pistol, while Thomas pulled out his saber, side stepping to Gad's right side.

Mal fired, his bullet aimed for the Drifter's head, "I got him Tom!" He shouted. Those were the last words Malcolm P. Utgard ever spoke. Gad had anticipated his movement, he had shoved the girl to the ground and rolled over her. What followed next was a thunderclap of gunfire catching Mal full in the chest. The scrawny Ulbreg was rocketed backward from the blast into the wall of a building, leaving a splater of blood where his lifeless body had hit.

Immediatly following his shot Gad turned, only to find Thomas barrling down on him, saber held high. He parryed the blow with his shotgun, but the force from the massive soldier knocked the gun from his hands as well as forcing him to his knees.

"You killed Mal!" Thomas screamed, turning on Gad, "I'll kill you! I'll kill you!" He swung the sabber down again, aiming for the drifter's face. Gad pulled himself upright, catching the saber in Thomas' hand. He pulled the big soldier forward and in a fluid motion, ripped it from his hand, twisting it around as he plunged it into the man's ribcage.

"I told you," Gad said, panting a little bit, "I just wanted the girl. I'm sorry." There was a gurgling sound as the soldier tried to reply, but only for a moment and then he followed his comrade.

Gad sighed as he looked at the two fresh kills among the already bloody square. His eyes scanned the scene and fell upon the girl, no older than 22, sitting upon the ground with wide eyes and a tear stained face. He walked over to her. She hastlily tried to slide away.

"It's ok. I am not going to hurt you." Gad said in a soft voice. He put out his hands to show he had noting in them, "Are you alright?"

The girl looked at Gad, then glanced at the two bodies and then at Gad again. She nodded.

"Whats your name?"

"T...Tina." she said softly. "My family lives here. We had a store in this square. They..." her voice broke as she let the words tumble out, "They killed them. They killed them all." She broke out in a fresh wave of tears.

"Tina..." Gad said to her, "Tina, we need to get out of here. The gunfire will have alerted others that we are here. There will be more soldiers here soon. Was there anyone else who survived?" She shook her head. "Then you will have to come with me." she stiffened agian, fear coming back into her eyes. "It will be ok. I am not going to hurt you I promise. Now, do you know a way out of the city?"

Tina stared into his eyes, looking for any sign of dishonesty in them. "There is a small gate just southwest of the square. We can get out that way."

"Good. Can you walk?"

"Yes, I think I can."

"Then lets go. Take my hand and don't let go for anything..."

"Is this it?" Gad asked, looking at a small iron door embedded in the southwest wall of Caer Mestolas.

The Caelian woman, Tina, nodded, "I come through here everyother day. It's usually open, but under the circumstances..." She looked away, brushing a tear as she looked at the fallen Caelian soldiers who littered the ground.

"Well its locked from the inside." Gad replyed as he tried the iron door. He pulled the scarf from around his face and placed his goggles on his forhead in frustration. He glanced around the ground, "One of these soldiers must have the keys. You start looking over there." He pointed off to the left of the gate as he began searching the dead.

Tina stiffend, "I am not touching them!"

"Look, if you want to get out of here them you have to look. Thier dead. They won't harm you."
Tina cringed, but she walked over and started glancing over the dead. She could not help, no matter how hard she tried, to look at thier faces. Her face glanced over at one particular face. She stopped, a scream leapt from her throat.

"What! What is it?" Gad leapt from where he was, his short sword drawn, ready for action, "What is it Tina?"

Tina was kneeling over the still form of a solider. She was crying. Gad, seeing no danger, sheathed his sword as he knelt next to her, "Who is it Tina?"

Tina continued to cry. She could only whisper two words, "My brother..." Gad looked at the young man's wide eyed stare. His throat had been cut. He had died, choaking on his own blood.
With reverence he closed the young man's eyes. Gad happened to notice, just next to Tina's brother were the gate keys. He picked them up, placing his hand on Tina's shoulder as he spoke soflty to her, "Tina, we have to go. The Ulbregs will have heard your scream. They will come and kill us if we don't leave. Come on..."

Just outside the city, nestled in an outcrop of rock sat the Gray Lion, the Sand ship of Gad Hammerthane. It bobbed slighlty in the air, as if it were a ship in harbor. On the bowsprint sat Kai Yen Lo, friend and mentor of the Hammerthane.

Kai, being blind, was not as limited as some people thought he was. He always knew when Gad came back aboard.

"Welcome back. I heard cannon fire and smelt smoke from the direction of the city. I feared the worst for Caer Mestolas."

"But you didn't fear the worst for me eh?" Gad replied as he leaped over the railing on to the deck.

"You are my pupil Gad. I have great faith in you. But you must tell me who this young lady is and how you came upon her."

Tina, who also had come over the railing gasped, "I thought you told me he was blind." She whispered to Gad.

Gad laughed, "Master Kai maybe blind, but he is not disabled. He sees more than you think." Gad turned back to the old Saesoro, "Master, this is Tina Lorona. Her family has been killed with in the walls. The Ulbregs have stormed the city. Mestolas seems lost. Tina will be coming with us for a while. She tells me she has family further south. We will take her there."

"Very well. I will prepare. Come Sej." A mammal that Tina did not recognize leapt from the bow sprint and landed on Kai's shoulder as he walked away.

"You can stay here or take a rest in the cabin. Just relax. We will be underway shortly."
Tina sat on the bowsprint, hugging her knees as the Grey Lion sailed from behind the rocks and off into the desert. She was so tired. So drained. She felt that she was in a dream. If only this could all be a dream. She pulled the black militray coat she wore tighter around her as the sun began to sink into the west. A small tear rolled down her cheek, splatering on the lapel, a lapel with the Caelian crest upon it. A lapel with the name Robert Lorona on it...the last thing she had from a life that had slipped away from her.

Breath...for this breath my be your last

Life is short. There is no other way to put it. What we have today might not be there tomorrow. The things we cling to will one day rot away and be no more. But it is the realtionships we have. The feelings we have for others, that will stay with us forever. This "things" are eternal for us. They last...and always will.

So, as you sit here at this computer, think about those that you love. They need you as much as you need them. Always remember that.........