Rant Wall USA

Been a long time since i uploaded here. Couple of months to be exact...actually if you want to be exact it will be 4 months in a couple of hours. Sorry for the gap. Its been a busy summer and an even busier start of the semester. Lots has happened...and i am too lazy to talk about it here.
Mostly i just wanted to start up some kind of new record for this semester. Been learning lots of things...like how i am a doofus. Now its interesting how i have come to realize this. I originally did not think i was a doofus, i mean i am not joe cool or anything liek that an di have no illusions about that. But i figured i was a ok guy who was at least worth getting to know. Turns out that that is not the case in point. let me explain: I have tried to ask a few girls out this semester or at least drop hints that i might ask them out or something along those lines. I admit i never really asked most of them out because, lets face it, i'm a coward and i would rather stay that than write some girl a wussy note that asked her out in writing rather than face to face.
In these endevors i have tried to ask girls out but they all turn me down and what is even more amazing to me is that they don't even want to be friends with me, associate with me...look me in the face. Therefore, from scientific deduction i can assume two things, one: I am a doofus who is not attractive and not worth getting to know and two: i must aim too high.
Girls complain on this campus that no body asks them out. That they sit dateless on saturday nights in thier evening finest in hopes that some boe will call them. I say unto them...perhaps you are after the wrong guys. Anyway, i am just venting here. This has happened to me alot since i came home off my mission and its really frustrating especially with all the conflicting singles i get. Oh well. Until i figure it out i am just going to have to come to grips with the fact that I...Am...A...Doofus, a subspecies of male who no woman looks twice at and if they do the words "no way no how" seems to cross their minds, and regular guys laugh at. I guess its one of those Circle of Life kind of things. Well, i am off to do my reading for my classes tomorrow and study for my tests.

-Drew